Anticipation.....is making me wait!

I am, for the most part, a patient person...when it comes to others!  Waiting for something i need to have happen is an entirely different story.  Ive sent out about 30 resumes...waiting for responses is killing me!  Sent out my state exam paperwork, waiting for my testing date is driving me up a wall.  Ive logged into my email about 30 times today.  Even the cat has begun to look at me like "chilllllllllllllllllll!" 
Maybe because it feels like everything in my life is at a stand still.  Im ready for a change and want it now!!  i miss the routine of working.  I miss grabbing my coffee mug and heading out the door.  I miss coming into my apartment and feeling like "Yes, Im home!" after a long day. 

So for now, i wait...IMPATIENTLY!!!!!

And Nowwwwww....On With The Show!

Sooooo yeah...I just spent an hour of my life (which i can't get back) trying to figure out what to name my blog.  Apparently I am no longer as sharp and witty as I once was.  I have my moments :)  So i took two things....on part funny,one part inspirational (Mad TV's Stewarts "Look what i can do!" and Chris Farley Foundations "Live, Laugh Think")   Now its seems pretty perfect to me.  Its kind of the way I look at life.  You have to find the funny in life to keep going, and you have to keep finding ways to be inspired.  Life constantly changes, and we can be either the person on the rollercoaster with their hands in the air or the one with their eyes clenched so tightly closed that they miss out on the ride.  Im still trying to figure out which one I am...care to join me?